i don't have any happy moments but I will tell u one whene I was 13 ihad my first love but she is straight i don't know what to do or how to confess my love to her she is a senior in our school she is so soft and beautiful i used to admire her the whole day with out even getting bored her Beauty is like a sun u know why I said her beauty is sun because I can't even make a eye contact with her. what ever she speaks sounds like a melody. when ever she speaks to me I feel like butterflys in my heart. one day i decided to confess my love to her but I saw her k** a men and i realised that. she is a straight how could she even love me. i walked away from there. from that day i started to ignore her. she asked me have she had done any thing wrong I said nothing. the time came the day she is going to finish her school education she looked at me and said good bye I nodded once and i walked away I know it hurts but if i speak to her it will hurt more my eyes filled with water and holding lot of pain in my heart. it took me 2 years to recover