always there but always the third choice in this time, reality, world I would still be your last option always the last, never the first, always the the writer never the quote, always the sister, never the favorite, always the soft one never the tough one so what am i in a world full of this your the beautiful lie and I'm the painful truth , that nobody wants because they don't wanna face the raw truth of reality from this world so why is it that hard to just choose me for once and not become the last option of your choice