once in my life i wanted to be the poem i always wrote i'm always the writer never the poem, always in the shadow never in the spotlight, always to supportive one never the one being supportive by, one i love it always die, when i heal i always get double the pain, so why is it that every time i wanted something i couldn't even be it, i'm just a soft hearted girl with a broken heart, i've been hurt so many times i couldn't even count anymore , how many pain, how many misery and anguish i have in memory oh how much i wanted to just disappear like dust but i couldn't in the end of this story it will just be another day.