I'm simply looking for something real, something challenging. Honestly, I'm just bored and need something interesting to play with. I don't understand jealousy. I mean, I genuinely don't feel it. I'm not afraid of losing what is mine, because what is truly mine cannot be stolen by comparison. And I don't need comforting lies to feel secure. Give me the truth every time. Brutal truth is worth more than beautiful deception. Maybe that's why jealousy has never made sense to me. It depends on the belief that something essential can be taken from you. I don't believe that.